Wednesday, August 31, 2011

Job

Job, An assignment...
To feed my child,
I need to slaughter feeding child..

For and against,
Revenge and gain...
Dirtying in the name of
cleaning...

Defense is to defend
not to offend...
Modern Cannibals
worship bloody  clouds,
which darkens the light...

Golden flames caused,
Time paused,
For many stopped...

Royal,cruel,fuel..
Infinite reasons
In indefinite forms..
Hell of war season

Human history was not fine story,
History after decades
will be worst story....

Devils are jobless,
Outsourced to humans

Sickness of seek'ness
Skilled humans to kill humans..
A command,To pierce in
to taste fresh pumped blood,
To sprinkle brain crystals,
To plug out organs..
Dissemination to prey..

An official affair
War and death...
Craziness of merciless,
An apocalyptic prophesy

Graved love
carved enemity..
A killing game.
Children play virtually
Adults play manually....

Dust and iron rust,
Bones and stones are lying remains..
Ultimate lie'ing  conclusions..

-John F Romeo

Devils are jobless....

Act against an Act

Time and event,
That space , that moment,
Forgot,who i am....

I did,it happened,
An unacceptable probability,
don't want reality...

A mood with justification
for my ideology satisfaction

An system created,
Measure to precaution,
Laws and Understandings...
To safeguard,
to escape,
Everyone of us
From everyone of us...

Group of people
Community of culture,
bundle of phobia'ns,
homo-sapiens...
Caught me, covered me...

Conditions are against me
Situations not for me...
An Act against my act..
Conclusion, ?...

Flashing Arguments,
understandings,
Accepted rules,
Non hesitations
Result on ruled paper..
That i am no fit to survive...
I am not fit to live with other survivors...
Death Sentence
A Sentence to evict my breathe...
Branding , unwanted, unfit creature..

Order to delete me
Note, no ctrl+z.
Revealed, my exit date
with combo time...

Quarantine,Loneliness,
Watched movements,
Questioned minutes
No chat, Surrounded gate ..
mummification...
I am already Dead

But still,
A rope is waiting to reach its destiny,
My rewritten destiny...
hoping chance, which is forbidden

A time machine,
To take me forward
to the time humans realise,
Killing for killing is not human...
Like,
How they realized
Humans have rights,
Recently....

-John F Romeo
31/8/2011


Tuesday, August 30, 2011

The Merror- an intentional mistake

She showed me
I perceived it
accepted it
That image became me
That it is i am....

I grow, It grow
It never failed
to wear the dress
which i wore,

Even hairstyle,
Even wrist watch..

I love seeing it...
I started love feeling it
One moment
but not sudden...

I felt it,
not few times...
I am standing before me...
can sense change in me
from he to she

Stunning eyes looked dry
its desperation to dye
black bordering eye...

My legs avoided long steps
hips wanted to shake..

Pants, eww....
Shirt uncomfortable..
Thin fabric with texture can cover me
I am standing before me..

Friendly boys became erotic
enemy girls became friends
I love seeing me
I love not being usual me

Change, Transformation...
Harmonal disguise...
Periodic stainless her'ism

I am standing before her..
I am her..
No dilemma..
no want buisness..
no option..
I was already..
Get set go...
Going...
Being her...

No lies, No manipulation
No exaggeration..

Virtual Clone in flat dimension
Standing Clown, that is my reflection..

-John F Romeo
29/8/2010


Transgenders in India still wounded by explosives of humiliation, their family nonacceptance,societies unacceptability and their portrayal..
everyone of us are biological slaves like them..

Friday, August 26, 2011

Yes , i am

Born as baby,
named after a saint,
grown as child,
played as kid ,
breathe like everyone...

Faint first time
with pain and stain ,
Understood that i am "woman"
the world around me
started to surround me....

the preference and difference
took over to write my life...
the talk altered my walk,
looks prioritized my talk.....

I eat because we used to eat,
I grow,
I don't have regulator...

My skin is simply black
I cant go change the things happened in back...

I do , I go, I live
never felt that i am not beautiful...
then realized i am not inside the criteria
of this worldly beauty ness........

enlightment! that my mirror was lying till today
thanks to young man who said i am ugly

I carry a fat face
why the hell people show different face

"I am big fat ugly black woman"
If I can delete a single word in above statement
I will progress in the human rankings from last..

I am fat , I am strong
yes,I am ugly not unkind
yes, I am poor not cruel
yes, I am black not blank
I am woman not inhuman
I am proud to be
Big fat ugly black poor woman

- John F Romeo
10.8.2011

Outcome of conversation with my friend....